Monday, August 30, 2004

"Softly, deftly, music shall caress you"

It's very sad when the highlight of my day is playing an old festival piece in band. Haha. Ah well. We played "Second Suite in F" today. I LOVE that piece. I guess my audition wasn't as horrible as I thought it was because Shiver gave me first part again.

Things have settled back into a sort of routine here in good ol' M'ville. The weeks seem like months until I start looking at them collectively...then I can scarcely believe that I have been here for two weeks already...but wait...cause it seems like I've been here longer...but no! I think I like being a sophomore. I enjoy the benefits of no longer being a "new kid", but I don't have to worry about the pressures of practicum, exit exams, or internships yet. The only danger I face now is of becoming too comfortable with my status (or lack thereof).

I feel that I've finally gotten things back in order. There was a point where I realized that I had to pull it all together for the sake of my sanity. But now I feel like I have just woken up from a dream. Not a bad dream...not a good dream... Just the kind of dream that's worth remembering, but can never mean anything. Life is life...and for now, life is pretty good. :) It has been a while since I've felt this good about things. Happy.

Now if only I didn't have this ant bite...

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