Wednesday, October 20, 2004

"Everything's alright, yes, everything's fine..."

I'm scared. I feel so much. That in itself is what terrifies me most. Life is livable without, but the fire is gone. I become just a shell of my former self. If I'm speaking gibberish, dear reader, I apologize. Don't worry about my mental state; I assure you I am quite sound in mind (for the moment - hehe). Happiness...hold on to that happiness...

I had a revelation while walking through the rain last night. Thanks to a dear friend (you're awesome, girl), I now realize the significance. Her words have followed me throughout the day, serving as a response to my lapse in faith.

Trust. Look to God. He knows. "It's just a moment...this too shall pass..." I'm waiting for the sun to come back out after the storm passes. I'm thinking of/praying for everyone.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Sorry things haven't been so great for you lately. ~D

Brittany said...

Well...things have been pretty peachy up until this point, actually. I've been very happy the past week and a half, so I'm hoping it's just a phase that will sort itself out once things level off. Thanks.