If it's going to be cloudy all day, it could at least have the decency to rain. Heh. My mood can tolerate rain better than clouds with no purpose. Yes, I know...everything has a purpose, but that's not the point I'm trying to make. The point is: I'm in the most bizarre mood today, and I can only blame it on the weather.
I'm ill-humored because I can't seem to be happy today. Hehe. This really irritates me because I have no reason to feel this way. I don't like not having plans for the weekend, but it's my own fault. There are at least two events on Friday night, but I can't seem to motivate myself for either. How weird is that? It's like I subconsciously want to be unhappy! ::scowls:: I should really try to fix this before it ruins the whole weekend. I'm alone Friday and Saturday. Who wants to come to Milledgeville to entertain me? ::mock excitement::
I need to get out of Milledgeville for a little while, but...yeah...that's not gonna happen. Where are you going to go, Brittany? Things will be better as soon as the sun comes out again...as soon as I finish my work...as soon as I take a nap...and as soon as I stop listening to Annie Lennox. I love Annie Lennox, but her music does weird things to my frame of mind. I'm really not in a bad mood, I swear...it's just weird. I feel alone, but crowded...like dancing, but more like crying...mostly I just want to smile...for real. ::yawn::
I'm already feeling better, so I'll definitely be okay by the time I talk to people again...I promise... :)
2 comments:
You should go to Africa- I hear it's a great place. That oughta keep you busy this weekend. Take pictures. Send a post card. Buy me something pretty :-)
I'm sorry you couldn't find any takers :( and I'm going out of town. :P ~D
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