Soul-searching, rants, and random thoughts... Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup...
Sunday, December 31, 2006
"Should auld acquaintance be forgot..."
I had just visited my favorite historical city and was a week and a half from resuming classes. I dreaded having to begin the necessary internship application process and lamented the fact that there seemed to be no clear direction. I was excited over my bodhran, penny whistle, Elvish ring, and Department 56 additions.
My next writings were marking the passing of my grandmother. "There's an added degree of peace, somehow. One of the best aspects was getting to know my grandmother better through stories and photographs of her life. The other great aspect was hearing of her devotion to the church and relationship with Christ. It makes me want to get more involved with studies again. I also want to keep ties with family. We have always been close, but more and more, I'm beginning to realize how much I want to maintain that in the future." I feel that Grandma still influences me in many ways. She is one of the main reasons I continue writing, photographing, and documenting memorable moments. I feel that efforts to keep close ties with family members has been much more successful this past year, and I'm thankful for every precious second spent with loved ones. The one area that makes me hang my head is having lost the drive I felt for studies. Despite attempts at regular church attendence, I feel like my experiences are a roller coaster of highs and lows. I know where I want to be, and I have such a desire to get there, but I always seem to get bogged down. I suppose I will always be working to get there.
This year, I'm thankful to have completed classes and long-since determined my internship position. I never would have anticipated stepping into the family role so soon, but it is now impossible to imagine life any other way. I'm very excited by the year that lies ahead. Today is a beautiful, damp, unseasonably warm day. It almost seems like Spring, and I feel infected by the niceness. The tire swing across the yard and the lazy drone of an airplane are calling me outdoors. This year, I'm looking forward to much sunshine, fragrant damp mornings, and open windows with limitless possibilities.
Friday, December 29, 2006
A Nation Remembers
In breaking news, another nation's leader just met his end in a very different way. There was no national mourning when former Iraqi leader, Saddam Hussein was executed for war crimes. This man has been in the news for as long as I can remember, and at the risk of seeming cruel and unfeeling, I'm glad it's over.
"...making spirits bright"
Speaking of happy waves...David has a cold, so I gave him some children's cold medicine. Apparently it makes him drowsy. He came over, curled up, and laid his head in my lap. He has only been here a few minutes, but I just looked down to see him fast asleep. My lunch is rapidly cooling in the microwave, and I'm in a rather uncomfortable position, but he looks so content that I can't bring myself to move.
My career path is pretty well paved for now, and family life has been established, but I've been considering what else I can do to make sure that I'm content in years to come. I'm referring to the little dreamy things. Perhaps I'll start writing a book that will never come close to a publishing house anywhere but my dreams. Or perhaps I'll begin collecting loose change in a splurge jar. I'm slowly beginning to build a tiny photography portfolio. It may never be used for anything other than personal use, but one never knows. Of course there's always the option of volunteering within the community, and I hope to eventually find a church to become involved in. I just feel that beyond work and the daily grind of living, there needs to be some other purpose.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Always pictures
by alatariel184
Monday, December 25, 2006
Merry Christmas
I knew that the Christmas holiday was too raucous for devout Christians during the 1500s, but I didn't realize that the extensive public celebrations persisted into the 1800s. It wasn't until the 1820s that American citizens opted to turn Christmas into a more family-oriented holiday. It was also during this time that the jolly American Santa Claus emerged.
Ancient Egyptians first decorated houses with greenery during winter, and German immigrants introduced our country to Christmas trees.
Saint Nickolas was a real saint who was known for his kindness and generosity, dropping coins down chimneys "to preserve his anonymity and the dignity of his recipients."
Candy canes originated in Germany and were once straight striped sticks. Eventually, they were eventually bent on the end to remind children of a shepherd's staff. This was meant to keep them quiet during church.
Merry Christmas, everyone!
Monday, December 18, 2006
There are always more pictures
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Much-belated Halloween photos of a little train conductor
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From my November Sea Island trip with Mom. The back side of The Cloister.
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The interior of The Cloister. This is the reception area, or Colonial Lounge. The more than 600 rugs are hand-woven in Turkey specifically for the resort. The chandeliers are twenty-one feet tall and weigh more than one ton. There were special notes about the stone, tapestries, and ceiling as well, but I don't remember the details. My favorite piece was a table situated on the back wall, located between the two lamps...underneath the framed painting. It was a beautifully ornate table, crafted from some exotic-looking material.
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This was my favorite room. The solarium. An interior fountain babbled happily while sun conures chirped in their cages. Morning, afternoon, and evening refreshments were served, and I distinctly felt that I could never be unhappy in a room like this.
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Morning view of the palms beside our balcony
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Obviously not used to a life of luxury, I took a picture of my crazy fancy room-service breakfast tray.
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A signature Brittany shot. I like playing with light and shadows.
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Another signature light and shadows shot. Boat dock overlooking the marsh.
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Sleepy David, traveling on Thanksgiving Day
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Raking leaves the day after Thanksgiving
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He was definitely posing for this shot. It was very obvious.
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Family-ness. The day after Thanksgiving.
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Remy in all of his holiday splendor. December 10th, 2006.
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They look so angelic when they're sleeping... December 15th, 2006.
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For those who have been asking (Lori P ;-)), here's the baby bump. And for those who might not have known, Johnathan and I are expecting a baby girl in March. :-)
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Wedding Pictures
by alatariel14
Friday, December 15, 2006
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
Poor Blog
Christmas seems the perfect time for dreams. I have always loved the warm glow of lights, whether it be Christmas lights, home lights, or even candlelight. The amber sparkle seems to capture all that is magical, inviting, and content. Snow flake ornaments are glittering lightly on the tree, and as always, the happy windows of a village house beckon.
GPTV is airing music program after music program in the evenings as part of their pledge drive, and each performance only seems to enhance the niceness of these December nights. Last night featured Andrea Bocelli, and tonight's performances have been Celtic Woman and Chris Botti. I hadn't expected to feel very jazzy after the clear, lilting Irish tunes, but there's something incredibly relaxing about it. A Parisian cafe type of relaxation.