Having access to a digital camera means that I take WAY too many pictures of my girls and anything else that gets in the way - hehe. In case you couldn't guess, I spent part of the evening with two of my dearest friends. After nights like tonight, I rest assured that despite the miles and life changes that will eventually separate us, we will always maintain this bond.
Would things be different if we were aware of what was coming? Would we live our lives differently? Of course not - we are not capable of changing what is already set to happen, correct? Perhaps. But maybe it is as Edward Bloom states...that it is best to anticipate what is coming because you will know without a doubt that you can survive whatever lies in between. Others individuals, however, would only dwell on the inevitable, making it impossible for them to live life to the fullest. I wonder which type of person I would be. I suppose it is of no use to even contemplate such because no one truly knows what lies ahead. After all, God deprived us of foreknowledge for a reason. I could expand on this so much more, but alas, it is 1 AM. I will continue this train of thought another day...
Soul-searching, rants, and random thoughts... Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup...
Thursday, December 30, 2004
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
We found a house!!! I'm so excited! It's SO pretty and the view down the road is stunning. Yay! It IS in Dawson, but that's a sacrifice I'm willing to make - hehehe. Now we just have to hope and pray no one else comes along to snatch it out from under us before the closing (late January/early February).
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
"Hello. Is there anybody in there?"
Two more weeks until classes. I miss my GC&SU people so much.
It has become increasingly difficult to express thoughts with words. The instant something is said or written, it automatically suggests something else. I can't seem to convey anything without it taking on an alternate meaning...one I detest as soon as it is mulled over. I suppose that is why I could never be a journalist. I would never be satisfied with anything expressive after more than one read through.
Where am I? On the emotional spectrum, I can't quite seem to put a finger on it. If I look at the "things" of importance in my life right now and try to assess how I feel...hmm. I seem to be simultaneously at both ends of the spectrum (resentment and contentment) with virtually everything. Weird, but semi-entertaining. Hehehe.
So! One of the "things" would be house hunting! Annnnnd the search continues. I love the latest houses we've found, but they’re about twenty minutes north of Cumming. I'm familiar with this area, but it would mean leaving the county I have spent my entire life in. Sure, it's just a name, but...but... I LOVE the surrounding area because it's open land, green space, quiet. Those are the things that I have missed since Atlanta decided to extend her grasp. On the other hand, it's twenty minutes from...home. I swear something about this place gets to you – it doesn't like for you to leave, even if you're only moving one county over – heh. The only places that (as of yet) could possibly lure me away from here are Charleston, Coastal Georgia (preferred), and Milledgeville (by default, but I'm rather fond of it just the same). Ah well – sometimes change is good. I'll just keep thinking about the sound of nature no longer accompanied by the rush of traffic. I suppose I'm just being overly sentimental, eh?
Despite things being topsy turvy, I am in a very good mood. I'm talking to old friends and making plans for the rest of the week. I'm in a very loving mood. ...suppose I should go to bed soon. Yawn. "To Kill a Mockingbird" got misplaced in the cleaning shuffle, so last night's reading was "The Hobbit". It was so nice to read about cozy hobbit holes before drifting into slumber...
It has become increasingly difficult to express thoughts with words. The instant something is said or written, it automatically suggests something else. I can't seem to convey anything without it taking on an alternate meaning...one I detest as soon as it is mulled over. I suppose that is why I could never be a journalist. I would never be satisfied with anything expressive after more than one read through.
Where am I? On the emotional spectrum, I can't quite seem to put a finger on it. If I look at the "things" of importance in my life right now and try to assess how I feel...hmm. I seem to be simultaneously at both ends of the spectrum (resentment and contentment) with virtually everything. Weird, but semi-entertaining. Hehehe.
So! One of the "things" would be house hunting! Annnnnd the search continues. I love the latest houses we've found, but they’re about twenty minutes north of Cumming. I'm familiar with this area, but it would mean leaving the county I have spent my entire life in. Sure, it's just a name, but...but... I LOVE the surrounding area because it's open land, green space, quiet. Those are the things that I have missed since Atlanta decided to extend her grasp. On the other hand, it's twenty minutes from...home. I swear something about this place gets to you – it doesn't like for you to leave, even if you're only moving one county over – heh. The only places that (as of yet) could possibly lure me away from here are Charleston, Coastal Georgia (preferred), and Milledgeville (by default, but I'm rather fond of it just the same). Ah well – sometimes change is good. I'll just keep thinking about the sound of nature no longer accompanied by the rush of traffic. I suppose I'm just being overly sentimental, eh?
Despite things being topsy turvy, I am in a very good mood. I'm talking to old friends and making plans for the rest of the week. I'm in a very loving mood. ...suppose I should go to bed soon. Yawn. "To Kill a Mockingbird" got misplaced in the cleaning shuffle, so last night's reading was "The Hobbit". It was so nice to read about cozy hobbit holes before drifting into slumber...
Sunday, December 26, 2004
2 Corinthians 1:3-5
Remember those across Asia who are reeling from today's tragedy. So sad...
God bless. I love you all.
God bless. I love you all.
Saturday, December 25, 2004
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
"And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night... And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people" (Luke 2:8,10).
Friday, December 24, 2004
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
I don't think anyone was feeling very photogenic today, but oh well - hehe. I thought I would post these in keeping with the Christmas spirit. :) Maybe tomorrow's pics will be better. :-P Have a wonderful Christmas, everyone.
"For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given; and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace." - Isaiah 9:6
"For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given; and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace." - Isaiah 9:6
So...cold...
So I guess it's all settled in one way or another.
I was discussing friends and such with another chum last night. It seems that certain people always have good intentions, but those intentions never really seem to pass the test. My friend described it as a lack of will - no desire, willingness, or energy to take action. It's very easy for me to become perturbed, because I realize that some of the people I love most in this world will never pull out of the chasm of self-inflicted hardship. They lack the will to make a change. So! Onwards and upwards.
In college it seems that low motivation is a chronic illness. The "I don't care" mentality leads to stress...stress leads to fatigue...and the results are less than pleasant. It is for this reason that I feel compelled to eat my own words and prove some things to myself. Isn't it time someone proved that they care as much for me?
I hate writing something so melancholy on Christmas Eve, but I needed it out of my system before it ruined the entire holiday. I promise more cheer and good will to men later.
I was discussing friends and such with another chum last night. It seems that certain people always have good intentions, but those intentions never really seem to pass the test. My friend described it as a lack of will - no desire, willingness, or energy to take action. It's very easy for me to become perturbed, because I realize that some of the people I love most in this world will never pull out of the chasm of self-inflicted hardship. They lack the will to make a change. So! Onwards and upwards.
In college it seems that low motivation is a chronic illness. The "I don't care" mentality leads to stress...stress leads to fatigue...and the results are less than pleasant. It is for this reason that I feel compelled to eat my own words and prove some things to myself. Isn't it time someone proved that they care as much for me?
I hate writing something so melancholy on Christmas Eve, but I needed it out of my system before it ruined the entire holiday. I promise more cheer and good will to men later.
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
I'm so excited! I got a new dress as an early birthday present! It may seem ridiculous (being so thrilled over something so simple), but I have wanted one of these for as long as I can remember. I can't wait to wear it!!! Happy happy happy...
"When the lights go down in the city..."
I had forgotten what it is like to have so much down time. I'm grateful for the break, but it tends to translate into rather long posts. I've been sitting here for ten minutes, trying to put a finger on my current state of mind. The only description I can come up with is "detached"...in a very disconnected sense of the word - hehe. I haven't talked to some of my closest friends in over a week. It's so strange - I have no idea what is going on in the lives of the people closest to me. Ah well - I'm sure we'll see each other before the big holiday. I can't believe Christmas is Saturday! As usual, no big plans - dinner with Mom's family Christmas Eve and Dad's family Christmas Day. I'm still frantically trying to piece together a memory book for the grandparents, but the hardest part has been just getting started!
No snow. I didn't really expect any, but it was a nice thought. :) I was looking at images of Brittany (old next door neighbor) and myself playing in the snow four or so years ago. I had forgotten that day until she showed me the pictures. There is something about the sparkle of that magical wintriness that brings out the child in all of us. The holiday season seems to belong to children somehow... I love all of the lively holiday commercials - they make you feel so warm inside...so cheerful. :) I'm excited about Christmas, and I'm looking forward to the new year. I am nothing but thankful right now. Where I was once looking forward to the new semester, however, I am now facing it with a little apprehension. At times the future seems so clear, but then it fades by some ungiven signal into oblivion. I used to wonder if perhaps my waverings were some sort of intuition...a sense. I would just get a feeling that something was going on - I would just know things. I have decided that my premonitions are probably nothing but hormones, fluctuating blood sugar levels, or some other easily explained episode - hehe. It is for this reason that I am going to push aside all of the fidgety gibberish that is suddenly arresting my happy-holidays-mode. Regroup... Happy! Yay!
I have discovered this amazing artichoke dip that I have to make for the next event I attend. Yummy. Ooh...and these really good lemon bars, too. I want to get back on my health kick again. I think I would feel better if I had some sort of workout routine. It's not like I want to lose weight or anything - I just want to be healthy. I first considered it after watching my roommate get up every morning to go running. She tried to convince me to come with her, but I never did. I thought about it again today because VH1 had a special on people with amazing bodies (I never watch TV until I come home - hehe). They were talking about the benefits of healthy eating and a regular exercise routine (looks like my walking to class won't quite cut it :-P). I don't care as much about looks as I do about fitness. I know from experience that I feel better whenever I'm eating right. I suppose that will be my New Year's resolution...
Strange noises in my house... Yawn. I suppose I should be heading to bed soon. So sleepy. Oh! I got some new pieces for my Department 56 village. I love setting up my blithe little village every winter. The lighted houses are so cheerful and inviting...everything is so lighthearted. I used to wish that I could just disappear into one of the cozy little homes. ::smile:: It's very much the same feeling I get when I look at one of Thomas Kinkade's "paintings of light". There is something so heartening in the peaceful glow of home lights...even if they are merely in a painting... Goodnight.
No snow. I didn't really expect any, but it was a nice thought. :) I was looking at images of Brittany (old next door neighbor) and myself playing in the snow four or so years ago. I had forgotten that day until she showed me the pictures. There is something about the sparkle of that magical wintriness that brings out the child in all of us. The holiday season seems to belong to children somehow... I love all of the lively holiday commercials - they make you feel so warm inside...so cheerful. :) I'm excited about Christmas, and I'm looking forward to the new year. I am nothing but thankful right now. Where I was once looking forward to the new semester, however, I am now facing it with a little apprehension. At times the future seems so clear, but then it fades by some ungiven signal into oblivion. I used to wonder if perhaps my waverings were some sort of intuition...a sense. I would just get a feeling that something was going on - I would just know things. I have decided that my premonitions are probably nothing but hormones, fluctuating blood sugar levels, or some other easily explained episode - hehe. It is for this reason that I am going to push aside all of the fidgety gibberish that is suddenly arresting my happy-holidays-mode. Regroup... Happy! Yay!
I have discovered this amazing artichoke dip that I have to make for the next event I attend. Yummy. Ooh...and these really good lemon bars, too. I want to get back on my health kick again. I think I would feel better if I had some sort of workout routine. It's not like I want to lose weight or anything - I just want to be healthy. I first considered it after watching my roommate get up every morning to go running. She tried to convince me to come with her, but I never did. I thought about it again today because VH1 had a special on people with amazing bodies (I never watch TV until I come home - hehe). They were talking about the benefits of healthy eating and a regular exercise routine (looks like my walking to class won't quite cut it :-P). I don't care as much about looks as I do about fitness. I know from experience that I feel better whenever I'm eating right. I suppose that will be my New Year's resolution...
Strange noises in my house... Yawn. I suppose I should be heading to bed soon. So sleepy. Oh! I got some new pieces for my Department 56 village. I love setting up my blithe little village every winter. The lighted houses are so cheerful and inviting...everything is so lighthearted. I used to wish that I could just disappear into one of the cozy little homes. ::smile:: It's very much the same feeling I get when I look at one of Thomas Kinkade's "paintings of light". There is something so heartening in the peaceful glow of home lights...even if they are merely in a painting... Goodnight.
Sunday, December 19, 2004
Friday, December 17, 2004
Every second...every moment...
There is such a hush over the household. I'm so used to the noisy hum of communal living that I can scarcely think for the silence…
The happenings of the semester keep playing endlessly in my mind. When I reflect on the past four months, I can hardly believe so much took place in so little time. Was it really just four months ago that I dreaded going back to Milledgeville? What happened within those four months to change my regard for the city from foe to haven?
I remember those first days with a little bit of humor and a lot of irritation. Things were not nearly as bleak as I would have made them out to be, but I did not realize this at the time. Given the shift of mind and the inevitable growth that comes with change, I now see how much of my "misery" was self-inflicted and pointless. Not to say that it was meaningless...it certainly meant the world at the time, but I think you know what I mean.
September went smoothly and by that point, I found myself in a flurry of activity. Meetings to attend, events to plan, people to meet, new friends to make, requirements to fulfill, and absolutely no time to worry about anything other than day to day activities...well...almost no time. My plan for shutting out the world (while simultaneously welcoming it with open arms) was working beautifully. Haha.
In October, I had a reality check that seemed to bring everything back into focus. Why was I doing what I was doing and where was it going to take me? Remember happiness? In some ways, October saved me...in other ways, it merely caused me to change my course again. I will never be able to explain the transformation that took place during the last few weeks of October, but I know that I emerged with a new perspective. Without even realizing it, I had formed a new way of reacting...a way of bowing to what was currently inevitable...accepting.
November was rather uneventful except for sudden bursts of dissension here and there. I don't really remember much except for the wild finish. The hubbub surrounding initiation, conflicts flying from all ends, relentless rain, panic over finals, awe-inspiring sunsets, and moments that must have been a dream. Despite the crazy uncertainty that has been a recurring theme, despite the convictions, despite the drama - things ended very well...much better than I anticipated in early August. I am stronger and better equipped to deal, even if I don't necessarily want to (although I'd rather not be tested on that any time soon - hehe). This semester has been one of thankfulness. I'm not sure if there has ever been a point in my life where I have been so appreciative of the amazing beauty that surrounds me. There is beauty in everything, especially nature. I'm thankful for everything that has occurred in my life because it has lead me to today. I'm happy, relatively satisfied with current events, and eager to see what waits in the semester ahead. Yay! Everything currently seems so full of life and hope. We'll see...
Late-night chats. Early-morning walks. Driving halfway to Macon at..er...1. HEA (gotta love it). Insanely long board meetings. The longest night. Crazy trip in the rain. A revelation. Convulsive laughter (bathroom story). Orange shoes (and more convulsive laughter). Music. The best friends in the world. Knowing glances. Temper tantrums (mouse). Bug stories. Emotional snaps. The whistle. Wal-mart! Frosty runs. Pumpkins. SAI (my girls!). New friends. Old friends. New experiences. I love you. Bible Studies. And the list goes on...
I could go on for forever, but I'll stop now (you can thank me later ;-)). Nothing would have been possible without the love and support of my family. I have been so blessed to have such wonderful individuals in my life. I can never thank you enough for everything you have done for me over the past (almost) twenty years. Much love. To my wonderful friends...you guys are awesome. I've raved about you often enough, so just believe that I love you more than you will ever know. The one who deserves all the glory, however, is my amazing savior. God has so richly blessed me in so many ways. I will never deserve the love he bestows on me daily. Too often it is easy to forget the one who makes it all possible. "And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." - Philippians 4:7
The happenings of the semester keep playing endlessly in my mind. When I reflect on the past four months, I can hardly believe so much took place in so little time. Was it really just four months ago that I dreaded going back to Milledgeville? What happened within those four months to change my regard for the city from foe to haven?
I remember those first days with a little bit of humor and a lot of irritation. Things were not nearly as bleak as I would have made them out to be, but I did not realize this at the time. Given the shift of mind and the inevitable growth that comes with change, I now see how much of my "misery" was self-inflicted and pointless. Not to say that it was meaningless...it certainly meant the world at the time, but I think you know what I mean.
September went smoothly and by that point, I found myself in a flurry of activity. Meetings to attend, events to plan, people to meet, new friends to make, requirements to fulfill, and absolutely no time to worry about anything other than day to day activities...well...almost no time. My plan for shutting out the world (while simultaneously welcoming it with open arms) was working beautifully. Haha.
In October, I had a reality check that seemed to bring everything back into focus. Why was I doing what I was doing and where was it going to take me? Remember happiness? In some ways, October saved me...in other ways, it merely caused me to change my course again. I will never be able to explain the transformation that took place during the last few weeks of October, but I know that I emerged with a new perspective. Without even realizing it, I had formed a new way of reacting...a way of bowing to what was currently inevitable...accepting.
November was rather uneventful except for sudden bursts of dissension here and there. I don't really remember much except for the wild finish. The hubbub surrounding initiation, conflicts flying from all ends, relentless rain, panic over finals, awe-inspiring sunsets, and moments that must have been a dream. Despite the crazy uncertainty that has been a recurring theme, despite the convictions, despite the drama - things ended very well...much better than I anticipated in early August. I am stronger and better equipped to deal, even if I don't necessarily want to (although I'd rather not be tested on that any time soon - hehe). This semester has been one of thankfulness. I'm not sure if there has ever been a point in my life where I have been so appreciative of the amazing beauty that surrounds me. There is beauty in everything, especially nature. I'm thankful for everything that has occurred in my life because it has lead me to today. I'm happy, relatively satisfied with current events, and eager to see what waits in the semester ahead. Yay! Everything currently seems so full of life and hope. We'll see...
Late-night chats. Early-morning walks. Driving halfway to Macon at..er...1. HEA (gotta love it). Insanely long board meetings. The longest night. Crazy trip in the rain. A revelation. Convulsive laughter (bathroom story). Orange shoes (and more convulsive laughter). Music. The best friends in the world. Knowing glances. Temper tantrums (mouse). Bug stories. Emotional snaps. The whistle. Wal-mart! Frosty runs. Pumpkins. SAI (my girls!). New friends. Old friends. New experiences. I love you. Bible Studies. And the list goes on...
I could go on for forever, but I'll stop now (you can thank me later ;-)). Nothing would have been possible without the love and support of my family. I have been so blessed to have such wonderful individuals in my life. I can never thank you enough for everything you have done for me over the past (almost) twenty years. Much love. To my wonderful friends...you guys are awesome. I've raved about you often enough, so just believe that I love you more than you will ever know. The one who deserves all the glory, however, is my amazing savior. God has so richly blessed me in so many ways. I will never deserve the love he bestows on me daily. Too often it is easy to forget the one who makes it all possible. "And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." - Philippians 4:7
Thursday, December 16, 2004
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Monday, December 13, 2004
"So I'll take this chance and celebrate the day"
Home for the holidays. I'm glad to be here with my family, but I miss my GC&SU comrades already. I never realize how much M'ville seems like home until I'm removed from it for an extended period. It's always nice to come back to friends and family, though. I'm looking forward to playing "catch up" with the old crowd.
This week (and the following week) will probably be spent decorating and making last-minute preparations for Christmas. I took a (kind of) festive picture of my not-yet-so-decorated living room (which will probably be posted soon) because it struck me that this might be my last Christmas in this house. The houses we are considering buying (provided ours sells) are very nice, but it will seem so strange coming back to a different place. Nineteen years of habit will be hard to break.
My two "alone" days this week will be spent creating a "memory book" for my grandparents. In the remaining spare time (two weeks of aloneness after Christmas), I plan to build a website of my travels in London. I'm very excited about both projects. :) I hope everyone is having a splendid break. Best wishes for the holiday season.
It's finally cold!!! Down to 25 degrees tonight!!!
This week (and the following week) will probably be spent decorating and making last-minute preparations for Christmas. I took a (kind of) festive picture of my not-yet-so-decorated living room (which will probably be posted soon) because it struck me that this might be my last Christmas in this house. The houses we are considering buying (provided ours sells) are very nice, but it will seem so strange coming back to a different place. Nineteen years of habit will be hard to break.
My two "alone" days this week will be spent creating a "memory book" for my grandparents. In the remaining spare time (two weeks of aloneness after Christmas), I plan to build a website of my travels in London. I'm very excited about both projects. :) I hope everyone is having a splendid break. Best wishes for the holiday season.
It's finally cold!!! Down to 25 degrees tonight!!!
Thursday, December 09, 2004
"If I had Aladdin's lamp for only a day..."
Guitar final is over - yay! It went so well! Dr. Mercado said that I have come a long way since the beginning, but the thing she has been most complimentary of is my voice. Hmm. I think about the evening most people heard me sing solo (I was hoarse) and shudder, but then remember that she has heard me multiple times one-on-one and thinks I sound like an angel. I hate to say that because it sounds all pompous, and I don't mean it to come across that way. It just really made my day. You have no idea how good that made me feel. :)
Back to cleaning...
Back to cleaning...
"We'll talk about the world and friends we used to know..."
Go figure. I find this incredibly ironic given my last post - Erin just found out that she will be an RA in Wells next semester. Jeepers. I don't think either of us expected this. I'm very happy for her, but...wow... Now she is faced with the prospect of moving her stuff before next semester, and I have to try to find a new room-mate. It's going to be a big change for both of us - we've been room-mates for three semesters now.
I wish you the best of luck, girl. I know you will be such a blessing to your new hall - you'll make an amazing RA. ::sniffle:: I'm going to miss you so much. You've been the best room-mate/friend I could ever hope for... I could go on for volumes about how amazing you've been, but I'm afraid I'd start blubbering and never stop. :( I'll save it for a later, safer date. Love you, kid...
::heavy sigh::
On a lighter note, to commemorate the two-year anniversary of our trip to London (and to alleviate boredom over the holidays), I will be working on a site of our rambles with travel tips and the like. It's high time I put my crazy number of pictures to use. This is just a very rough beginning until I have access to my photos and information.
G'night, world...
I wish you the best of luck, girl. I know you will be such a blessing to your new hall - you'll make an amazing RA. ::sniffle:: I'm going to miss you so much. You've been the best room-mate/friend I could ever hope for... I could go on for volumes about how amazing you've been, but I'm afraid I'd start blubbering and never stop. :( I'll save it for a later, safer date. Love you, kid...
::heavy sigh::
On a lighter note, to commemorate the two-year anniversary of our trip to London (and to alleviate boredom over the holidays), I will be working on a site of our rambles with travel tips and the like. It's high time I put my crazy number of pictures to use. This is just a very rough beginning until I have access to my photos and information.
G'night, world...
"Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from"
The past couple of nights have been really weird. Maybe it's the freaky weather. Something seems to be hanging in the balance...another dazed sensibility I can't seem to shake... Hmm.
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
"Music is the vernacular of the human soul..."
I will never forget the look on Sarah's face when I walked out of juries. A million words of praise could never mean as much. Haha. Today most definitely made up for yesterday's feelings of inadequacy. :)
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
Monday, December 06, 2004
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
- Breakaway
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
- Breakaway
Saturday, December 04, 2004
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
"Field and fountain, moor and mountain, following yonder star..."
I just returned from caroling down Greene Street, Liberty Street, and part of North Clark. Houses were all decked out in holiday trimmings and the night was obligingly cold. Individuals quickly gathered family and friends for the spectacle and stood huddled together under porch lights, listening smilingly. Everyone seemed to enjoy it...some more so than others. A few individuals even invited us into their homes, which was delightfully old-fashioned, but very much appreciated. :) Such gestures serve as a reminder that perhaps things haven't changed so much after all. :)
"The sun is shinin', c'mon get happy..."
There was an article on MSN today that caught my attention. The accompanying picture was of a darling little girl on the cover of Newsweek, so I had to read it. The article was talking about the new trend for divorced parents. My parents aren't divorced, but I kept reading anyway. It seems exes often meet at the same house, bring their new partners, and celebrate Christmas (or whatever) together with their kids. I don't know why that struck me, but it did. I have always known divorced couples who do this, but according to the article, it is becoming much more prevalent. More and more families are finding it possible to put aside their differences and focus on a stable, healthy environment for their kids. If divorce has to occur, I think it's good that there can be acceptance of new lives and cooperation on both sides. Too many times leftover animosity creates a tense family environment, which isn't good (even if it is justified). I'm glad people are finally realizing what is important.
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